Texted the ex

I messaged my ex yesterday morning. Just letting him know I was disappointed 3 months of dating had cost us 6 years of friendship. That I didn't regret dating him but sad about our friendship. He replied, said he cared about friendship and was sorry he hadn't made more of an effort with me. We …

Being picky

My brain feels like it might explode! So I've been seeing 'the new guy' for almost a month now and its been great. He is great. We have a lot of fun together. He has met most of my Melbourne friends, spent time with them. He gets along great with them and they love him. …

Enlightened

Trying to figure out who I am suddenly seems silly. It's something we will always be doing. We are always changing, growing, learning and developing. We are always adapting in our lives. I'll never be certain that I know who I am, because it will forever be changing. I can only know what I like …

Untangle my mind

My thoughts and feeling keep going around in circles. I've been really sick the last week so I haven't written. I've worked, slept and spent all my time with 'the new guy'. It has been nice to have someone take care of me but I've had no alone time. My whole september 1st challenge was …

The ex

I forced myself to look at photo of my ex and I tonight, and you know what? I just missed my friend. Nothing more. I think what I miss about him is the feelings I had, how happy I was, how I smiled when his name appeared on my phone, that one of the happiest …

Conflicted

There are times when there is so much going on in my head that I don't even know where to begin with my writing. But I know that once I have that starting point it will all become untangled and I'll feel settled. This is one of those times and I'm pausing to try figure …

Complicated

I didn't get to finish my writing last night, I had to be somewhere. I felt I could have written a lot more, but I felt calm after what I had written. The night turned interesting. A group of my friends get together and play a sport on a Wednesday night. The guy I had …